*rrup[h]!!

what has orientation done to me in 1 week: -skipped dinners like nobody's business -talking to people without actually being able to connect what i say to what is in my mind -hallucinate while walking -falling asleep while reading my mails -GOING ONLINE TO PRINT AND SORT DETAILS OUT AT PAST MIDNITE EVERYNITE -high high high handphone usage -lost my voice each day after regaining it the just the morning when i wake up -skipped training as though i have no nationals to play for -skipped classes as though i have no A levels to do at year's end -walked kilometres in one day just moving from council room to hall and back and forth and back and ... -danced a lot and willing to dance even more -spent all my hari raya money on anything that required money in orientation -climbed so many steps of stairs in school as though i'm a mountain climber -get phonecalls from my mum at 9plus pm and being given the "so-are-you-sleeping-in-school-is-it?" sarcastic remarks -having a friend who fainted one day coz she was simply sick and over-exhausted and over-worked for orientation :( -using the home just like a hotel, to shower and sleep and get changed -using my dad like a chauffeur to send me to school so early when he could have had more sleep -drooping eyebags -and best of all, i have no regrets whatsoever...